December is exciting
January is amazing
February is challenging
March is disappointing
December was my vacation and spending christmas with family and friends is something i always look and will always look to. It was fun and i got to bond with my girlfiends and ofcourse my family
January is the most fun part! I treat my family to Hong Kong and Macau though brother was left for some unexpected shortcomings still my parents and i had our time of our lives! and though time and money is something for travel i'd still say travelling is my thing. we really enjoyed the cool weather plus the big budhah, the night market, the views, the subway, the people, Disneyland, the casino..everything!
by the end week of Jan i was back on track and it was of February month that almost killed me. it was difficult..emotionally and mentally complicated. homesickness is nothing adjustment is something but getting something new for work means everything. the feeling of being intimidated is just not the best feeling in the world. feeling useless and lack of confidence bugs me alot or maybe the thought of "someone can do better" is killing me.
march is pathetic! it was boring..i was so longing for social life for something cool or something senseful but unfortunately nothing came up. or maybe its only me. since im not exerting effort to go out or talk to someone or to invite others.
specifics:
i just had a 3day holiday but never went out
im in the third book of twilight "eclipse" which becomes my bestfriend when boredom attacks
i started my driving lesson and is getting nervous every single time
i will go to Qatar in May (yeah at least this is exciting)
i gave a call to my ex but was ignored
and my long time & all time & only crush of my life said we are so close that he feels like i was his sister
boring person i might be, but these days are drastic. im no fun AT ALL..im becoming worse and worse and worse..