01Jan2013, my two bestfriends and I decided to welcome the New Year in DFC to see the fireworks up close. The countdown begins with a hologram clock positioned above the water. This is in the waterfront ironically situated at the back side of DFC. When the clock hit 11:50 people started yelling. Everyone is hyped. Its almost time. 10 seconds until it reached down to 3, 2, 1 then boom! The dark luminous sky turned alive and colorful. We found the perfect spot. The fireworks were just right above us and almost suddenly the whole sky were covered with different colors and formations. It was so beautiful. Magical. Otherworldly. Ofcourse given the growing millennial in me I took pictures of it. A lot of it. When we got home and about to go to bed (yes still with the two. they are like my sisters and we were inseparable back then) I was scanning all the pictures but one shot captured my attention.
There's this one shot that accidentally formed a heart! Wow Ang galing. How rare can you capture an amazing thing such as this?! I mean wow! How extraordinary. Of course I post in on Instagram which was in public mode at the time.(still getting the hang of it)
For many years I stopped asking God for signs.. but for whatever reason, randomly I told God, if tomorrow morning when I wake up and there are 23likes on my post then it means something or someone special will come this year. I know! At 26 I never outgrew being sappy and mushy 🙈 and I choose 23 because.. well birthday.
So the morning came. The first thing I checked was my phone. Opened my IG and tadaaah!
Its 23! wait..what? really? Seriously? Of all numbers huh.. of all numbers.. well-played..Well-played.
Two months later, March2013, I got a random message from someone.. "Hi save kamusta ka na?" - Carlo
Thursday, December 7, 2017
Tuesday, December 5, 2017
The day I found out I'm Preggo!
When we got married, both my husband and I decided not to bear a child just yet. Maybe after a year or two, when we are more settled with things. Lets enjoy first the Co. of each other, travel as a couple, find better jobs so we will be financially, emotionally and mentally ready. What I realized is nothing can ever prepare for the coming of a child.
Jan 07 2016, in the middle of our Philippine vacation, I was to attend a friend's bridal shower. She's also on vacation only for her wedding so I in no way can not possibly miss it. We were scheduled for a mountain adventure to Mt. Pinatubo that day where a Spa Resort situated somewhere up in the mountain is waiting to spoil us. It would be my first time to experience Mt. Pinatubo, I heard we will be doing a mud spa which I think is so cool! The other bridesmaids are my best friends too and they too came from other sides of the world.. Paris, Singapore, the bride herself is from US so it would be like a HS reunion for us. We have not seen each other for like 5-8yrs. So I was really excited. We all were. But for some reason, the very morning of that day, I had an "urge". Suddenly I wanted to take a pregnancy test. I counted if I missed my period and as tense as I already was, I did missed and was actually delayed for like 4days already. I ask my husband to buy a pregnancy test right away. I don't think I'm pregnant (more like my mind wanted to think I'm not pregnant) but I wanted to make sure mainly because I'm about to go on a mountain trip that day and I don't ever want to risk! Talk about woman's instinct huh.
Took the test and wallah... Two stripes! I saw it unfold right in front of my eyes! From having the 1st stripe going to the 2nd blurry one until it became both very visibly. OMG! I'm pregnant! Shocked. Surprised. Tensed. I showed it to my husband who is waiting just outside the toilet. Carlo buntis ako. oh and the look on his face! He literally said "Yessssss!!" Cause this was the moment he's been waiting for. He was so happy!
I made a text message to my friend that I had an emergency. I cannot go anymore. I'm sorry. Have fun girls. I'm gonna miss you guys. Honestly, I was a bit upset for not being able to go with them but as upset as I may be, there is no way in my mind and in my heart I will risk my baby (at this moment the thought of having a baby was surreal) to any threat of miscarrying.
I was just blown-away by the fact that of all the days, she made me known of her existence the day I'm about to head up of what could be a rough thing to do for a pregnant woman. That "urge" is my little one telling me "Mommy.. I'm here. I'm holding on." Its like she really wanted to live and just the thought of that melted the whole of my being.
Jan 07 2016, in the middle of our Philippine vacation, I was to attend a friend's bridal shower. She's also on vacation only for her wedding so I in no way can not possibly miss it. We were scheduled for a mountain adventure to Mt. Pinatubo that day where a Spa Resort situated somewhere up in the mountain is waiting to spoil us. It would be my first time to experience Mt. Pinatubo, I heard we will be doing a mud spa which I think is so cool! The other bridesmaids are my best friends too and they too came from other sides of the world.. Paris, Singapore, the bride herself is from US so it would be like a HS reunion for us. We have not seen each other for like 5-8yrs. So I was really excited. We all were. But for some reason, the very morning of that day, I had an "urge". Suddenly I wanted to take a pregnancy test. I counted if I missed my period and as tense as I already was, I did missed and was actually delayed for like 4days already. I ask my husband to buy a pregnancy test right away. I don't think I'm pregnant (more like my mind wanted to think I'm not pregnant) but I wanted to make sure mainly because I'm about to go on a mountain trip that day and I don't ever want to risk! Talk about woman's instinct huh.
Took the test and wallah... Two stripes! I saw it unfold right in front of my eyes! From having the 1st stripe going to the 2nd blurry one until it became both very visibly. OMG! I'm pregnant! Shocked. Surprised. Tensed. I showed it to my husband who is waiting just outside the toilet. Carlo buntis ako. oh and the look on his face! He literally said "Yessssss!!" Cause this was the moment he's been waiting for. He was so happy!
I made a text message to my friend that I had an emergency. I cannot go anymore. I'm sorry. Have fun girls. I'm gonna miss you guys. Honestly, I was a bit upset for not being able to go with them but as upset as I may be, there is no way in my mind and in my heart I will risk my baby (at this moment the thought of having a baby was surreal) to any threat of miscarrying.
I was just blown-away by the fact that of all the days, she made me known of her existence the day I'm about to head up of what could be a rough thing to do for a pregnant woman. That "urge" is my little one telling me "Mommy.. I'm here. I'm holding on." Its like she really wanted to live and just the thought of that melted the whole of my being.
Thursday, October 26, 2017
Thank you for a Goodbye
Infatuation or love? I know! how elementary (and corny) those terms were right? but really how can you differentiate the two.
Years ago, I was reunited with a friend of mine. Despite the distance and the years he remain one of the constants in my life. I have gone into college, work overseas, a decade and half have past and he was still there. Will pay me a visit to our house whenever I'm home. Will give an overseas call and chat for over an hour just to catch up. We had quite some fun adventures together like going to places and its always been a blast. He made sure his presence is felt whenever time and place permit. And I appreciate it. I wouldn't blame myself for being a bit hopeful though, that maybe one day, maybe, all this will lead into something. Because growing up I have the biggest crush on him. So big that I think he was my first love. Or so I thought.
The chances of friends seeing each other abroad and knowing distance isn't a hindrance anymore got me excited. So much to look forward to. So we met. In a span of two months there are good and horrible things that had happened and things that made me realize we are not meant for each other. It was not at all I thought I expected it to be, simply saying he is not the one for me. So I bid goodbye. and this time it was for good. But in the inside I was left wondering why would fate bring us together and make us fall apart too? I waited for him, for this moment, for this chance but why we fell apart? I just didn't get it. It didn't make sense to me.
After a month of nursing my heart, I met Carlo, my husband. and it is when everything finally made sense to me.
I am a strong believer of fate and destiny. I strongly believe that everything happens for a reason and oftentimes, it is for a better reason. I realized that even if it shaken me up abit things had to happen because only then I was able to bid goodbye to this person without having any ounce of 'what ifs' and 'could haves'. It gave me a sense of closure I never thought I needed and timing couldn't be more perfect.
When I met my husband my heart is whole and ready. And the rest as they say is history.
Years ago, I was reunited with a friend of mine. Despite the distance and the years he remain one of the constants in my life. I have gone into college, work overseas, a decade and half have past and he was still there. Will pay me a visit to our house whenever I'm home. Will give an overseas call and chat for over an hour just to catch up. We had quite some fun adventures together like going to places and its always been a blast. He made sure his presence is felt whenever time and place permit. And I appreciate it. I wouldn't blame myself for being a bit hopeful though, that maybe one day, maybe, all this will lead into something. Because growing up I have the biggest crush on him. So big that I think he was my first love. Or so I thought.
The chances of friends seeing each other abroad and knowing distance isn't a hindrance anymore got me excited. So much to look forward to. So we met. In a span of two months there are good and horrible things that had happened and things that made me realize we are not meant for each other. It was not at all I thought I expected it to be, simply saying he is not the one for me. So I bid goodbye. and this time it was for good. But in the inside I was left wondering why would fate bring us together and make us fall apart too? I waited for him, for this moment, for this chance but why we fell apart? I just didn't get it. It didn't make sense to me.
After a month of nursing my heart, I met Carlo, my husband. and it is when everything finally made sense to me.
I am a strong believer of fate and destiny. I strongly believe that everything happens for a reason and oftentimes, it is for a better reason. I realized that even if it shaken me up abit things had to happen because only then I was able to bid goodbye to this person without having any ounce of 'what ifs' and 'could haves'. It gave me a sense of closure I never thought I needed and timing couldn't be more perfect.
When I met my husband my heart is whole and ready. And the rest as they say is history.
has it been four years? wow!
Amused.. Amazed and very much, I guess, thankful is the right words I can best describe the last four years of my life.
I almost have forgotten that I have a blog and that oftentimes, I really want to put down on words my "thought of the moment" but that I do not have outlet except for the social media accounts then hello my blog. I'm quite happy to re-visit you again.
Wow! Just wow! After that last post of mine, boy how much have changed. Literally the following month was life-changing for me. New chapter and probably the moment I have always been waiting for finally came into existence. Yes, I'm now married to my soulmate and we have been blessed with a beautiful daughter whom we adore so much! I guess I can finally say that "Life is Good. I'm leaving a dream"
But before I continue, let me go back to the meaningful beginning of the Year 2013. Because a part of my life got a closure. "To pick your self up one must falter."Go to my next post.
I almost have forgotten that I have a blog and that oftentimes, I really want to put down on words my "thought of the moment" but that I do not have outlet except for the social media accounts then hello my blog. I'm quite happy to re-visit you again.
Wow! Just wow! After that last post of mine, boy how much have changed. Literally the following month was life-changing for me. New chapter and probably the moment I have always been waiting for finally came into existence. Yes, I'm now married to my soulmate and we have been blessed with a beautiful daughter whom we adore so much! I guess I can finally say that "Life is Good. I'm leaving a dream"
But before I continue, let me go back to the meaningful beginning of the Year 2013. Because a part of my life got a closure. "To pick your self up one must falter."Go to my next post.
Friday, October 7, 2011
Steve Jobs..Thank you
call me naive but i first learned about Steve Jobs only last aug when the news of him stepping down from being apple's CEO came on fire and thats about it. 3days ago and the news break out that he has passed. news everywhere is all about him.. the blogs, net, news locally and globally. i came to know he is the man behind everything people are enjoing nowadays.. ipod, iphone, ipad, itunes.. trying to know him abit i stumble on a clip of him in Stanford University giving one if not the most memorable, heart-felt, inspiring speech i have ever heard. Interestingly, his life story is somewhat like a novel. I came to know that his biological father is Syrian. He was born out of wedlock so biological mother decided to put him for adoption, first couple refused him so the 2nd couple became his adoptive parents, met his biological sister only after 30yrs. His start is not a far cry from Facebook's founder M. Zukerberg being a college drop-out who decided to put fate in the palm of his hand creating on something where tuition fee&diploma is not a must but only his passion, a greatmind & self ideas and the next thing we know.. we have his creation right in front of our bare faces. he is a true inspiration, a genius, the graham bell of this generation. we all are lucky enough we live in his time as we are the first to enjoy the art he introduce to the world. i wouldn't know what we would be doing in this moment without his innovative creations. the world became smaller because of him..thank you sir Steve Jobs.. you have done something wonderful. mission accomplished.
Some memorable / inspiring quotes of him to live by:
“Your work is going to fill a large part of your life, and the only way to be truly satisfied is to do what you believe is great work. And the only way to do great work is to love what you do. If you haven’t found it yet, keep looking. Don’t settle. As with all matters of the heart, you’ll know when you find it. And, like any great relationship, it just gets better and better as the years roll on. So keep looking until you find it. Don’t settle.”
“Your time is limited, so don’t waste it living someone else’s life. Don’t be trapped by dogma — which is living with the results of other people’s thinking. Don’t let the noise of others’ opinions drown out your own inner voice.”
“you have to trust in something: your gut, destiny, karma, whatever. Because believing that the dots will connect in the future will give you the confidence to follow your heart even when it leads you off the well-worn path, and that will make all the difference”
“Creativity is just connecting things. When you ask creative people how they did something, they feel a little guilty because they didn’t really do it, they just saw something. It seemed obvious to them after a while. That’s because they were able to connect experiences they’ve had and synthesize new things. And the reason they were able to do that was that they’ve had more experiences or they have thought more about their experiences than other people."
“The mark of the immature man is that he wants to die nobly for a cause, while the mark of a mature man is that he wants to live humbly for one.”
“Being the richest man in the cemetery doesn’t matter to me … Going to bed at night saying we’ve done something wonderful… that’s what matters to me.”
"I’ve always felt that death is the greatest invention of life. I’m sure that life evolved without death at first and found that without death, life didn’t work very well because it didn’t make room for the young. It didn’t know how the world was fifty years ago. It didn’t know how the world was twenty years ago. It saw it as it is today, without any preconceptions, and dreamed how it could be based on that. We’re not satisfied based on the accomplishment of the last thirty years. We’re dissatisfied because the current state didn’t live up to their ideals. Without death there would be very little progress."
“No one wants to die. Even people who want to go to heaven don’t want to die to get there. And yet death is the destination we all share. No one has ever escaped it. And that is as it should be, because Death is very likely the single best invention of Life. It is Life’s change agent. It clears out the old to make way for the new. Right now the new is you, but someday not too long from now, you will gradually become the old and be cleared away."
“Remembering that I’ll be dead soon is the most important tool I’ve ever encountered to help me make the big choices in life. Because almost everything — all external expectations, all pride, all fear of embarrassment or failure — these things just fall away in the face of death, leaving only what is truly important. Remembering that you are going to die is the best way I know to avoid the trap of thinking you have something to lose. You are already naked. There is no reason not to follow your heart.”
Some memorable / inspiring quotes of him to live by:
“Your work is going to fill a large part of your life, and the only way to be truly satisfied is to do what you believe is great work. And the only way to do great work is to love what you do. If you haven’t found it yet, keep looking. Don’t settle. As with all matters of the heart, you’ll know when you find it. And, like any great relationship, it just gets better and better as the years roll on. So keep looking until you find it. Don’t settle.”
“Your time is limited, so don’t waste it living someone else’s life. Don’t be trapped by dogma — which is living with the results of other people’s thinking. Don’t let the noise of others’ opinions drown out your own inner voice.”
“you have to trust in something: your gut, destiny, karma, whatever. Because believing that the dots will connect in the future will give you the confidence to follow your heart even when it leads you off the well-worn path, and that will make all the difference”
“Creativity is just connecting things. When you ask creative people how they did something, they feel a little guilty because they didn’t really do it, they just saw something. It seemed obvious to them after a while. That’s because they were able to connect experiences they’ve had and synthesize new things. And the reason they were able to do that was that they’ve had more experiences or they have thought more about their experiences than other people."
“The mark of the immature man is that he wants to die nobly for a cause, while the mark of a mature man is that he wants to live humbly for one.”
“Being the richest man in the cemetery doesn’t matter to me … Going to bed at night saying we’ve done something wonderful… that’s what matters to me.”
"I’ve always felt that death is the greatest invention of life. I’m sure that life evolved without death at first and found that without death, life didn’t work very well because it didn’t make room for the young. It didn’t know how the world was fifty years ago. It didn’t know how the world was twenty years ago. It saw it as it is today, without any preconceptions, and dreamed how it could be based on that. We’re not satisfied based on the accomplishment of the last thirty years. We’re dissatisfied because the current state didn’t live up to their ideals. Without death there would be very little progress."
“No one wants to die. Even people who want to go to heaven don’t want to die to get there. And yet death is the destination we all share. No one has ever escaped it. And that is as it should be, because Death is very likely the single best invention of Life. It is Life’s change agent. It clears out the old to make way for the new. Right now the new is you, but someday not too long from now, you will gradually become the old and be cleared away."
“Remembering that I’ll be dead soon is the most important tool I’ve ever encountered to help me make the big choices in life. Because almost everything — all external expectations, all pride, all fear of embarrassment or failure — these things just fall away in the face of death, leaving only what is truly important. Remembering that you are going to die is the best way I know to avoid the trap of thinking you have something to lose. You are already naked. There is no reason not to follow your heart.”
Tuesday, July 19, 2011
vampire diaries
Its vampires everywhere right? Twilight is everywhere! There is also the more adult True Blood and the teeny bopper The Vampire Diaries.. well i got to watch the latter and I didnt expect it to be that good. It was well thought of to say the least.
I thought it was similar to the movie twilight.. a human falling in love with a mysterious guy who happens to be a vampire with some sort of cheesy scenes well I was wrong perhaps. When it progresses to the half of the season, it became interestingly good. The story is great. It is a story of Stefan & Damon Salvatore two vampire brothers who happen to be inlove with the same girl. I love the idea of the brothers as main caracters. And the girl is a doppelganger from their past love (18THcentury) so its like history repeating itself. I love it when the story unfolds the back-then history. The flashbacks scenes are beautiful and interesting. The cinematography becomes epic. It is all beautiful. The bad ass brother 'damon' is such an eye candy.
I have read that their producer is that of Dawsons creek's. Back in the day.. Pacey & Joey ended up together so i was kinda hoping that Elena will end up with Damon after all its all history repeating itself.
Well i will leave this post with some picture perfect stills from the series. Cant wait for season III. I'm team Damon all the way.









I thought it was similar to the movie twilight.. a human falling in love with a mysterious guy who happens to be a vampire with some sort of cheesy scenes well I was wrong perhaps. When it progresses to the half of the season, it became interestingly good. The story is great. It is a story of Stefan & Damon Salvatore two vampire brothers who happen to be inlove with the same girl. I love the idea of the brothers as main caracters. And the girl is a doppelganger from their past love (18THcentury) so its like history repeating itself. I love it when the story unfolds the back-then history. The flashbacks scenes are beautiful and interesting. The cinematography becomes epic. It is all beautiful. The bad ass brother 'damon' is such an eye candy.
I have read that their producer is that of Dawsons creek's. Back in the day.. Pacey & Joey ended up together so i was kinda hoping that Elena will end up with Damon after all its all history repeating itself.
Well i will leave this post with some picture perfect stills from the series. Cant wait for season III. I'm team Damon all the way.









Wednesday, March 23, 2011
Farewell to the Liberian Girl
An icon and a legend, touted as Hollywood's Queen and MJ's very best friend has passed on 23rd March 2011 which happens to be the date of my birth.. it feels special.. wow!
A two-time Oscar Best Actress & the original Cleopatra, she is beyond beauty. She is a Philanthropist and above all, a loving loyal best friend to Michael Jackson. She is MJ's soulmate and finally they are together. May she rest in peace.
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