way too responsible

Hay gusto ko yatang umiyak..
I feel bad today..
I made one big blunder and I feel terribly bad about it.

It has been a month now since I handle the work of Nadine. It’s fun. I’m doing fine and I thought everything is under control not until this Ewan Apartment issue. Kase I have this list I got from Nadine and for Building 58-204 it shows that their payment was due last 3rd June 2007. So from an employee’s point of view I need to make immediate action. Since its due for almost 2months now and no payment was made to date I decided to disconnect our services. It means no A/C for them..mistake is i made that decision by myself without informing the tenant and without asking advice to my collleages..this is Dubai..It’s a gulf country..Everybody is experiencing extreme heat and main demand is cooling then i disconnect the services right away. Why on earth I didn’t think of that?!! I’m being work-centered. I only think of on how efficient I’ am as regards to my work-description and that I lack concern for the tenants.

Don’t know but it’s very hard. Your giving your best shot to be responsible on things laid on you then in the end being way too responsible led to a work-inadequacy.
mabigat talaga ang responsibility kong hawak ngayon and I need to be an efficient employee for the co. and at the same time an effective employee as to attend customer’s needs.

I apologized to Mr. Hashim, the tenant from that apartment who is by the way a financial controller of a big Co. I made a big boss suffer..too bad.

This should serve a lesson for me..not to lay all the decisions upon my shoulder and think before doing serious actions. Though being responsible may be enough yet being a concerned employee is better.